Thursday, January 17, 2008

bad day........

went to asia cafe with big brother......my big brother is a very good person, he really treat good as his real sister......he worry about me that i stay alone in condo will think a lots of negative things, so he bring me out walk walk.....i tought many friends will go out together, but when we reach there only got 3 of us include my ex boyfriend, therefore we play darts together......when i m playing darts, i am thinking of my dear, we always play together, but this time i play with other people.....haiz, miss my dear a lot.....because we used to go to there too......after that both of them play pool together, i sit beside alone and look at they play......at that time my brother seddenly ask me:"your dear dear always bring you to play pool here???"then i said"no la, i am not playing 1, but my dear very good in playing this......"haiz, when i am thinking of my dear, i feel like wanna cry......therefore i walk down alone to buy some sweets......



my big brother was very nervous when he found that i am not there.......so he ran down also......he ask me what happen and say he will listen to me......then i tell him i wanna look for michele at Bukit Jalil, he say ok but he dont know how to go......then i say nevermind lo, its too late already, dont wanna disturb her la......my big brother also tell me that his car not in good condotion.....
after that, my ex suggestion that go starbucks, we go together.......when we reach starbuchs i order a cup of ice-blended chocolate, because ice-blended chocolate is me n my deer favourate......after that, we sit together n start to chat.......
about 12 something, we decided to go back already but the car break off suddenly.......so that i went back late.......when my dear called me n know that i still haven go back, he feel unhappy already......when i know that i started to cry, my brother console me even he dont know what is happening......
about 1 something, my brother's fren came and fetch us back......when i reach condo, i called my dear.......i apologize to him......and promise him i would not go out with my ex boyfriend anymore, but he act like he dont care of what i am saying.......i know he will be leaving soon, i had already feel so sad, he still treat me like this..........anyway i still wanna say sorry to my dear.........


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

darLyn,we gonna b strong..lets grow up 2gther n b mature..muackss..